Friends
im being too selfless. if i continue attending to the needs of others, if i continue reducing my ego to a whit, i will be a no one. and everything that had passed by my eyes, all the beauty i see in this world that most people dont recognize, will be lost forever.
tomorrow i will be a pain in the ass.
it's my turn to kill the joy. watch how i do it.
"tribute??"
kiss my ass. the only purpose of this cheese is to monumentalize your shining moments... YOUR petty hardships. sorry to say, your dear boy with a big heart wont participate in this hell of a phony picnic. big boy with a big heart is tired appreciating everything that never reciprocates. im human too you know.
someone asked me a while ago how to do the problem set in econ106. well...
figure it out yourself, smartass. last time we were doing another problem set, i had to fend for myself, figuring out the workings of each complex equation. now you figure it out yourself.
another someone blocked me out totally when i was speaking and the darn talked to someone else, apparently not minding the things i say. since when did my opinions not matter? well you think im a nonsense huh? dont ever come back to me when you feel like spice is lacking in your dull fuckin constrained life. too bad for you, you've never seen a beach before.
then another person called, asking me for some help in the same problem set. hey. look who's asking for help! the same person who blocked me out the last time we did the exercises in 106. and as always, you have blocked me out, treated me like some ignoramus who failed by your academic and intellectual standards. no, little miss brat, i wont teach you anything. and i didnt mean brat the cute one, i meant it like you're trash. brat. a bitch of nature, selfish when the going gets tough.
wow, it feels good back-biting. it's liberating.
tomorrow i will be a pain in the ass.
it's my turn to kill the joy. watch how i do it.
"tribute??"
kiss my ass. the only purpose of this cheese is to monumentalize your shining moments... YOUR petty hardships. sorry to say, your dear boy with a big heart wont participate in this hell of a phony picnic. big boy with a big heart is tired appreciating everything that never reciprocates. im human too you know.
someone asked me a while ago how to do the problem set in econ106. well...
figure it out yourself, smartass. last time we were doing another problem set, i had to fend for myself, figuring out the workings of each complex equation. now you figure it out yourself.
another someone blocked me out totally when i was speaking and the darn talked to someone else, apparently not minding the things i say. since when did my opinions not matter? well you think im a nonsense huh? dont ever come back to me when you feel like spice is lacking in your dull fuckin constrained life. too bad for you, you've never seen a beach before.
then another person called, asking me for some help in the same problem set. hey. look who's asking for help! the same person who blocked me out the last time we did the exercises in 106. and as always, you have blocked me out, treated me like some ignoramus who failed by your academic and intellectual standards. no, little miss brat, i wont teach you anything. and i didnt mean brat the cute one, i meant it like you're trash. brat. a bitch of nature, selfish when the going gets tough.
wow, it feels good back-biting. it's liberating.
-angry still-
posted by Ken Tolentino at 7:43 AM
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